im to tired

[RealWone]

to write a rhyme
but
i'll see what i can do about typing a few lines
when i was young as i watched t v
i fell in love with celebritys
i said to myself thats what i wanna be
when i grow up
thats the only thing that matters to me
now i seem stuck in a dream
my hopes were my goals both became reality
i was happy then sadly
i became sad when jealousy ruined my family
i wouldnt mind haveing a child and a wife
but
i wasnt taught what it takes to have that in your life
i knew how it was going to be
way back when i started to see i think around grade three
i change accordingly
no time to waste weeping or morning my destiny
i dont wanna die cus of the past
i would rather move forward and kick it in the ass
i stayed on my path
instead of straying and came in first instead of last
now some people wanna hold me back because of that
im the RealWone though
the real pro
what your reading is master flow
the real won over the fake
i got the top ten spots locked up your just fighting for an after that place
i beat them all if they choose to clash
they loose and get removed from the picture fast
the portraits they paint of me are like abstract
i make them works of art
i understand why you think were close but were really miles apart
physicly in the mind and at the heart
of it all
i wanna cry
im sick of going to sleep and waking up wishing i would die
i need support by my side
im not worried if i fall
i got clouds beneath my feet so the landing will be soft
im begining to feel the pain of running into walls
i cant hold a job
i either dont get hired or i get fired for being more popular or more liked than the boss
its lonely at the top
im the only one who knows this the rest are hand in hand when they walk
acting ignorant and stupid trying to block
my way
but i continue moving on as they stop
and say
whatever they want
living inside their imaginations like the kids they think their better than cus their adults
my brain devolopes
like a photo in a dark room i turn out sharp while you get rusted
when it comes to me most people are delerious
my words are loud
i dont need to speak but you probally have your ears shut off so your not hearing this
im the most important issue around
i need to be adressed
i have conections in congress
they press to pass the ideas i present
i tell the truth im not mysterious
for balance
i mix laughter with seriousness

[GIFDEAD]

alotta i's

[Asshole]

too real for me.