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[Asshole]

Sometimes I think tequila is a good idea.

I once got so drunk on tequila in University, that I came up to my
residence room, determined to get back to the party when the world stopped spinning, that I turned up Wu Tang Clan’s Ain’t Nothing To Fuck

With, so loudly that it shook the walls, simply so that I wouldn’t pass out. I woke up at 5 in the morning, to realize that campus security wasn’t to be fucked with.

Last Friday, I got so drunk I could barely see.

I was trying to forget a Facebook message I received earlier in the evening from someone I knew as a child. She is one of those girls who looked made for giving you a hug on a rainy day. She told me that she tried to kill herself last weekend, by taking a bottle of clonazepam and a bottle of wine. Then she took a steak knife to her arm.

She wants to tell her story so that she could help other people when she can barely help herself.

She is strong because she’s alive and I’m drunk because I can’t stand the idea of someone who smiles like that feeling this way.

So I am doing tequila shots, trying to get warm because it’s hard to feel anything other than the cold in Toronto in February. And I am talking to a girl with curly eyelashes and red pants, telling her about the letter, wanting to have a stranger comfort me and she tells me she understands.
I ask her if she has received a similar letter.

She says she understands the girl. That she plans on killing herself in a few weeks. Drunk Mike tries to save her. Drunk Mike didn’t ask for her name, he asked for tequila shots.

My hangover was the type where you can’t drink water when you feel thirsty.

I’m here today and I’m not speaking for the Mental Health Commission. I’m speaking for the people who aren’t ready to speak for themselves.

best blog ever.

[1871]

Is this narcissism?

[Asshole]

no???

[1871]

is that no
?

Youve heard of OCD?

[Asshole]

yes. how is this narcissism though? and the guy had anxiety problems but not ocd