In the rain( inspiration by 9th wonder- The rain instr.)

[Chino]

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walking in the rain,
trying to forget the sudden pain
its insane ,cuz i can no longer be sane
infused with the grim reality
life's a bitch in real world tragedies
she can't be with me anymore,
what a whore, what's in store?
i might just fall on the floor
let the rain mimic my tears
its unfolding as i feared
cutting my mental faster than metal shears
i long for the warm touch of life
she's within my sight,
but she embraces another way of life
promiscuous fuck,
or maybe its just my horrible luck
friends dissapear without a trace
hearts stop the flame that colored her face
but then came along a different life,
she's suffering
suffering from a bigger fight
but nevertheless she still held strong
is it because she wants me to get up and move on?
im still stuck in black and grey
i can't kneel and pray
cuz i see her everyday
tempting me to splatter my brains
her lover always giving what i haven't gave
so im tripping out like lights in midnight raves
it was the obedience that she desired
so i brush the dirt from my self
pick up a pad and start expressing myself
words turn into poetry
artforms start to flow with me
masterpieces are built chronicling my times
then the rain stopped, out came the sunshine
i bettered myself for Life
she smiled with such radiance
i felt as if the sun released a sweet fragrance
she soon came back with memories erased
trying to earn a place,
with my ocean of thoughts and cellular membranes

[Djoser]

How am I supposed to read you writing when my mind is on MURS?